It will come as no surprise but I didn’t finish writing the 50 k words for NaNoWriMo. I stalled somewhere around 11k. I wrote nothing for the novel during the second half of the month. I am trying to see the positive in this failure. I more than doubled my word output from any previous NaNoWriMos. I also worked through some sticky plot points. At this rate I might finish a single draft of a single novel by the time I’m sixty… maybe.
I have a the quote above printed out and taped to my desks: “If you really want to do something, you’ll find a way. If you don’t, you’ll find an excuse.” If I apply this quote to my near lifelong desire to be a writer, I have to admit I must not really want it. With saying that, I am unwilling to give the dream up. The desire has been to much a part of my life since my teens.
I understand the only way for me to be a writer is to regularly and consistently write. It is a complete no duh statement, but it’s true. Writing has to become a common and reoccurring part of what I do and who I am. It really is as simple as just do it. I need to find an hour, heck even a half hour, worth of time a day and write. Before work, after work, it doesn’t matter when.